Basically, these few days I don't know what happened to me. I don't seems myself, weird huh? I am like a freak seriously. Who lock myself in the room almost 24hours. Just to watch show. Shows that's about love. Laughs, it's so cool.... Sometimes, even screaming don't help. I don't understand why. Seems like, you'd talk/call to me only when you want me to buy tickets huh. Should I be happy that you text/call me? Or should I be sad that I doesn't mean anything to you. Or even, should I make some lie for myself? Insert happy face. When will my eyes be bloodshot? Should I feel much more better that you're gone forever? Should I tell myself that I don't miss you, I don't love you, I don't need you; So I can forget you? Now I don't understand why am I in this state? Even screaming can't help anything. Nobody does. Hardest Goodbye? Or clinging on?
I should be better off this way. :)
Watched show "Hi My Sweetheart ep7, and Autumn Concerto's ep11 too. :) Latest! Arrgs, hope the ep will be out real soon! Rated, 5/5! Great show, saddening too. Made me cry so much! I think, I shall jump over to Tumblr. It's rotting without me! (K).
"Guys wants what they can't get, let go of something they get.
"Someone, tell me. It's time to say goodbye, and stop clinging. Before everything is too late to stop.
XXX.